You know what I mean. In their eyes, I’m your superior, and there are about five different reasons why it could go very badly for both of us.
Is that all? I have a hard time believing that. [ that poe dameron, he of the give-one-inch-he’ll-take-a-mile won’t seize every opportunity to extend that barrier between them as far as he can. as if he’d only stop at a kiss. as if she would. ]
[ alright, yes, but his inability to refrain from pushing his luck as far as it'll go at any given opportunity isn't really the problem, is it? it's a problem of whether or not she wants him to ]
[ it's not, and it would be so easy to lie over text. except that's now how leia does things. she'll dance around the subject all day long, and skillfully so thanks to her political savvy, but he's known her long enough to understand this tactic for what it is. avoidance, pure and simple. and it's driving him crazy
it shouldn't. he knows exactly what she's doing ]
You've made your objections clear. Not so much on your feelings.
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Is that all? I have a hard time believing that. [ that poe dameron, he of the give-one-inch-he’ll-take-a-mile won’t seize every opportunity to extend that barrier between them as far as he can. as if he’d only stop at a kiss.
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like he hasn't heard that one beforeis five really too many?well ]
It could be.
[ alright, yes, but his inability to refrain from pushing his luck as far as it'll go at any given opportunity isn't really the problem, is it? it's a problem of whether or not she wants him to ]
That almost sounds like a challenge.
[ she knows how he feels about those ]
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[ first names now? somebody’s slipping. ]
Well, it’s likely even more precarious than the kinds of situations you’re used to.
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he wants to tease, but the more aware of it she is, the more she'll overthink it. she's constantly thinking too much as it is ]
You know I perform well under pressure.
I think you also know you could stand to relax for a change. You've been looking so tense lately it's been making my shoulders ache.
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Yes, I'm well aware.
Is that what this is about? You want to kiss me because I've been what, too stiff?
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No, that's just an observation, but I do think it would help to let off some of that tension.
[ hopefully she can appreciate the fact that he's resisting the impulse to make suggestive comments. mostly ]
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[ oh, she figures it's taking every shred of self-control he has remaining not to be inappropriate. ]
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Both. We don't need distractions dragging us down in the middle of a fight. Better to deal with them when we have some downtime.
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So what you're saying, in other words, is that we just need to get this out of our systems and then we'll be able to focus?
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It could work. This definitely isn't.
[ is he admitting that he's been just as hung up on this? maybe ]
I miss seeing you.
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You can't say things like that.
[ it's not a no, or necessarily her pretending that she doesn't feel the same. ]
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Why not?
[ he knows why ]
You can't keep pretending forever.
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[ can't pretend if she doesn't let herself remain in the same room with him, right? ]
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Are you going to tell me not to kiss you? Make it an order?
[ he's almost daring her to ]
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[ one more thing she has to be wary around him for. ]
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[ he didn't not say it ]
But maybe you should, just in case I get any funny ideas.
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[ she shouldn't have to order you, poe. ]
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[ alright, believe it or not he's not just saying this to provoke an order that he's going to purposely ignore just for kicks ]
You could also say you don't want me to.
[ unless she can't ]
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[ again, not a no or an i don't want you to. ]
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it shouldn't. he knows exactly what she's doing ]
You've made your objections clear. Not so much on your feelings.
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is she thinking about furthering that, even in some small subconscious way? maybe. ]
I hardly have time for feelings, Commander Dameron. I'm sure you don't either.
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Commander Dameron? seriously? well two can play at that game ]
It doesn't matter if you have time for them or not, sweetheart. They happen.
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"Sweetheart"?
Are you speaking from experience, or just wishful thinking?
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From experience. Because unlike some people, I'm not hiding from them.
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[ we'll see who hides that time. ]
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